Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in gita_no_die_des' LiveJournal:

Sunday, August 27th, 2006
11:44 pm	Fighting nopainnogain Another entry I'm hoping that one ady I'll just get this down and it'll be loke a ruiten..ruitin?..Whatever. Erm.>______< Anyways, me and kyo went to a bar not to long ago, a few days maybe..and like, fuck ad uck, some guy kept eyeing him, and I was getting so pissed, Iwas ready to beat the fuck out of him-if the person hadnt look so much like Kyo already, Iwould have done it by the time he opened his fucking mouth. But I later found out it wasnt just a coinsidence that they looked a lot alike-but the guy was actually some freaky obsessed cosplayer, with someone that looked just like me! That was fucked up. The two guys kept starting shit with kyo, and I was about to beat the hell out of those Tooru wanna bes, before they finally left. But, ..For some reason, Kyo didn't want to tell me what the reason for all of that was? Why not? Haven't we been together long enough? Aren't we lovers?..I didn't understand-- and it made me feel horrible, and angry. I figured I just needed some time alone, sometimes I just get to that point, where I can't fucking look at someone for a while. Then..Tooru proved me wrong..he makes me fold to everything- he could show me an once of kindness and I'd just forget what had happened. I don't know why he has that affect on me..but then again, I do at the same time. It's kinda weird when you're in love. well that's all. Another entry, can't wiat for the next, ne? Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Dir en grey 24 Cylinders (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 25th, 2006
3:35 pm	Entry two..what better for a title? So, it's entry two... Last nights LA concert really wore me out. Ahh, fuck, I'm still acheing from it. Yeah..so, lots of people, screaming, nothing really new. No makeup, least my face could breathe, 'cause it felt like nothing else on my body could, god damn it was hot. Like..I kept my distance from Kyo, I think it all went good, as far away as posible actually. I guess I don't know what Kyo thought about it until I talk to him, right? I'm kind of scared he's going to be pissed at me. But I really can't think about that now, at the time, I'm worried if any of the fans noticed anything, if I brought on any hints of anything odd..Like catching me glancing at the man too much, staring too long, not being on tune with my guitar..If I didn't notice anything off, I'm sure I had something off. I was nervous about playing all that night. Not that I'm not used to that.. Me and Kyo haven't been talking much, between then, I tried to keep myself occupied on the way to LA. Even if I noticed Shinya eyeing both of me and Kyo back and forth. I kept myself in a good mood and talked to Toshiya. As hard as I try to hide it, I have to talk to him, now. My chance will come tonight, after we've gotten ready to leave again. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
5:36 pm	First entry..doin' good.. LMAFO. AhahahaaHahaHaHAHAHAHA I love my title....ahh..ha..awesome. Okay, so moving on. Wow..so much has happened..I don't know exactly how to begin this..ahh. Okay, I'll do my best. Okay..so..today, nothing much happened, went to band practice, played guitar..played more guitar..agghh..drank a coke..~..coke..~ lmao. Sorry, it's kinda hard for me to consitrate today. Anyway, me and Kyo, we finally tied the knot. And I'm so happy, I don't know how to explain how good it feels to finally have him. Well, as in belonging, he's also great the other way, I really enjoy..well, just Tooru.. He had me the other night, and god, it fucking hurt like hell. Painful as fuck, he's pretty big too, and I guess that's also why it hurt so much. I don't know..I am still kinda sore. So I guess this is how he feels when we make love? Next time I'll make him feel good though. Got any tips Journal?..AHhahahA, JK. I'm pretty experienced! AHAHAHAHAH- You know~ ^_~ Yup, so, we finally did it..I'm just really happy right now..I still can't get over it. Well, I am hoping that Miyavi can finally admit defeat and back the fuck off. It's either that or I'll beat the shit out of him, hey, either way. Both are good to me, exspecially all the shit he's put Kyo through, fuck that bastard. He can go be a slut somewhere else. I just want Kyo. Okay..I guess thisi s all my brain can comprehend for now, but yeah, it's been pretty interesting..more details later. Current Mood: How come I can't have two?..:( Current Music: Gazette - Cassis (1 Comment |Comment on this)